LIfe full of challenge...

Future...
Is time for me to think about my future...
after this semester, my college life will be ended...
meanwhile, that was the time I have to start a new life...
A "working life"...

Today, my result had come out...
once i saw my result, my feeling is totally in a sad mood...
Heartbreak at that moment...
A lot of "IF' come out from my mind such as "if i study hard","if i don't lazy", "if my coursework is high", etc...
actually my result not very bad...but what i cant accept is I din get any A's...even A- i oso cant get it...
WHY?!
I cannot expect it becoz i tot i can get better than this...
This feeling is totally bad, because i cant get what i expect to have...
Is it my English Grammar worst?
Is this the main reason i lost my A?
Who can tell me? Mr. lee? can u tell me?
Do u know i need this A's badly? It could help me to achieve my "merit'
another subject is business and society...
I expect i could get at least B-...
but I just get c+...disappointed...
I know why...is becoz of my coursework...
the most lowest mark in the class...
although this time pass all and result is greater than last...
its not the time for me to blame anymore...
I should blame myself because i din put effort on it...

my cgpa is totally low...
I already know i just can graduate with pass only....
Far away from "merit"

Can i recover?



thank you for my lovely mummy...
thanks for comfort me and support me...
and sorry because i din do well...
sorry because i waste ur money, and i din take serious on it...


next, I have to thanks my lovely babe...
u r the one cares me...
u know i'm not happy...
u quickly make a video in order to make me smile...
hahaXDD...
so funny...
I ❤ u"xiao ben"
my only crazy fatty girl...
thank you so much...giving u a big KISS...
"MUackz..."
thank you because u never leave me alone to face all this challeges...